the stupidity

A list of pointless things about me that will serve no purpose besides giving me something to do.
Sunday, 13th December, 2009 - 10:42pm

I am a hypocrite.
Hypocrites really annoy me.
It confuses me how people who strive not to be categorised by religion, categorise themselves as an Atheist or Agnostic.
People need to admit when they don't know something.
There are two things that get me in trouble - thinking too much and not thinking enough.
I want to blend in with the crowd, but I want to stand out.
I try hard to make the things I do look effortless.
I talk about myself too much even though I hate talking about myself.
If I tell someone everything, I never give them all the details.
If I give someone all the details, I never tell them everything.
I don't like people knowing about me because the fear that they'll use it against me is always there.
I always find a way for something to be my fault.
I wish I knew more people.
I love colour, but everything I do ends up black and white.
I wish there was something about me that was unexplainable.
I'll always be average.
People are constantly telling me things I don't know about myself.
There's only one person in the world that knows that's something wrong with me before I do.
I wish I had someone instead of being the person people have.
I wish I could find something I can really care about until I bleed from the eyeballs.
I try hard and get nowhere while people who don't try at all travel.
I hate change but fear anything unchangeable.
I need to be around people that will let me reinvent myself every day.
Things need order but I need spontaneity.
I wish I was interesting.
Anytime someone says they're proud of me, and mean it, I'll start to cry.
I hate being sad, without knowing why.
I wish I was the person people came to for help, instead of the other way around.
Internet Personality Tests know more about me than I do.
I don't believe my own opinions because logic is absent.
There's one person I want to read this, but they never will. Just so they know I'm not ignorant.
I wish I knew what I was doing.